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After the Fire

42-152932821.jpgWhat’s war like?” I was often asked, though what they really meant was “What’s fighting like?” Only once was I asked what it was like to go through it and return. Only a woman would think about returning. I looked into her eyes, and said it was like cheating on a woman you had loved for a long time.You loved her, you enjoyed her; you didn’t want to live without her. But then you meet this red-hot, fast-moving flash of eroticism; and she’s like nothing you’ve known before. You embrace her whole-heartedly, you plunge deep into her. And then it’s done, and you’re lying there — grinning, guilty, sweaty — panting your lungs out. But it’s not really over. She’s still there, will always be there, if you want her. But then you go back to your old love, because that’s the right thing. But nothing is ever the same again. She’s spoiled for you — spoiled by the fast-burn of battle — spoiled by the hottie who’s always there, waiting for you. And you wonder if life is ruined, changed forever. And it is.

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January 2, 2008 - Posted by | War, Women | , , ,

4 Comments »

  1. Well, it is changed forever, and you never look at things quite the same way again. Is that ruin? Sometimes.

    Comment by David Blacker | January 3, 2008 | Reply

  2. So, is life really ruined? Or is it just that much better ‘cos of the exciting times you had at battle?

    Comment by Tanya J. | January 3, 2008 | Reply

  3. Hello David,
    You answered my inquiry about how to get a hold of your books a couple of months back. Thanks for the help.
    Good work on the prose, sounds like you got somethings in you that need expression!!!
    Maybe you could be a pioneer for more ex-SL soldiers to who might have the hidden talent of a writer or poet in them.
    The emotions and memories you guys carry around will be eye-openers.
    Maybe an anthology of short works by several authors might be in order!!!
    Cheers

    Asanga

    Comment by Asanga | January 11, 2008 | Reply

  4. Courage under fire!
    This is a minefield.
    I need to tread carefully.
    But Blackerboy you’ve got courage to go all guns blazing. Love your zest for action!
    And what a revealation.

    Comment by Caje | January 16, 2008 | Reply


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